That describes what I feel like and think and see. I am trying to adjust to the empty nest but it’s not easy, it’s hard. It’s quiet and not normal here. I’m not liking it at all yet, not even a tiny bit. I’m trying to eat right but either I’m not hungry and go without or eating just because it’s there. Exercise is something I did once this week but I don’t think because I was lazy I think because I’m sick and slightly lazy. I have a terrible cold that started in my head but now has landed in my chest. With it comes coughing so hard I pee, headaches that make my migraines easy, a fever off and on but I must work so 30 hours behind the bus wheels and 40 hours of daycare plus last night and tonight had daycare until 8:00. I want to sleep but have a girls day planned tomorrow and I sure am not going to cancel that so am hoping I can get a good night rest and wake up feeling tip top for our play date.
I have got to get back into the healthy lifestyle I do truly love but have let go. The scale is telling me I have been neglecting myself and letting things go but I can’t seem to focus or stay on plan. Heck right now what plan?
Tired of being sick, tired of crying, tired of being fat, tired of coughing, tired of so many things. But can’t seem to find the right place right now.
Need to regroup, rejuvenate, recharge. I’ll get it all back, hopefully soon.
Have a blessed weekend. I’m going to try.