Nothing is the same, everything is the same. How do you explain these feelings is hard or really impossible. It’s not always down or hard but it’s not the opposite either. I know, it’s just weird. I so want green grass, sunshine, warmth and gardens, lawns, dirt, camping lots more. I want to get back to exercising on a regular basis. I want to get on the scale and not worry the ups and downs. I just need to get some of the me back. I would love not to hurt all the time. Be tired. I know it’ll happen but for now I’ll stick with pause, with maintenance and when the time is right again I’ll know and be there to kick butt.
My update isn’t grand but I’m not quitting, I’m not stopping, I’m not even pausing I’m just going to take it all a day at a time right now. It’ll work out.
I do have some super good news to help. Mike was offered a full time job starting tomorrow until he heads to college in April. He’ll be home every night and will leave when I leave in the morning to drive bus. It’s the best of all worlds. We got to learn a bit about being away and learning. We got to have a week off where Mike was able to help me with daycare and be home and now full time until late mid April. YEAH!!!
The next 7 weeks will be getting Mike ready for college. Time to start packing up things he’ll need to set up house with 3 other students. We really don’t have a list as of yet but I can imagine the normal stuff.
Take care my friends and have a blessed rest of this week.