Saturday, August 3, 2013

Cynthia …. aka my sister Cindy ….

Cindy passed away yesterday at 4ish in the afternoon. For all that she’s was going through the doctors told us it was very fast and she was in no pain at the time it happened. I am in the process of figuring all of this stuff out to her wishes and what we can do and let me tell you, this bites hind tit really bad.

Please keep my family in your prayers as we get through all of this.

I am missing her so bad and today we have to do some work in the motor home she was living in. For her birthday I gave her a wish pet, she just turned 49 on Tuesday, she made a very quiet wish to the bear and last night I place him in her arms. I know very well in my heart she went to heaven to go fishing and hunting with Keith, an older gentleman that loved her so much and to our grandpa that passed away a little over a year ago. And you know something else, her very best dog Dusty was there jumping for joy to see her master again. I dreamt this a couple of days ago and even though other people might not believe this deep, down in my heart I know she’s now happy, healthy and loving it there. No more pain, no more suffering, no more having to put on an artificial leg and foot, no more uncontrolled diabetes, no more anything……just happiness.

Hug your family and friends, you don’t know when it’ll be over.

This is my last picture of Cindy. It was taken Sunday July 15th. She had fallen and need to have her neck/spine looked at.

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Rest in peace Cindy. We loved you so much!

blessings

21 comments:

Kalei's Best Friend said...

My heart goes out to you and your family! I don't know how you got the strength to even post this... Will keep u in my thoughts...((HUGS))

Karen said...

Sorry to hear about your sister. Glad you were with her near the end. Until you meet again!

Keeping you in my prayers. Karen P

Empty Nester said...

I am so very sorry for your loss! I know you will miss her desperately. I'm thinking of you and praying.

Sunshine's Heart said...

I'm so sorry, Julie. I know you have been dreading this loss. I believe you are right and now your sister is at peace. Hugs and prayers coming your way.

Mom to the Fourth Power said...

I'm sorry for your loss and grieving. I'm SURE she is happy too, and free from pain. Death is more hard on us that are left here, than the one who gets to leave, I believe. Take care of yourself Julie! I've missed you! :)

God Bless...
~Margene

Marc said...

I can't imagine what the month of July must have been like for you to get through. Thoughts and prayers are with you at this time of grief for the loss of your sister.

Laura Green said...

Sorry to hear of your loss. I lost my dad in March, only 2 days before his 52nd birthday. I'm not religious but even I choose to believe that he is at peace now, as I'm sure your sister is too. I send my best wishes to you and your family, and hope that you all work through it together.
x

Sarah G said...

I am so sorry for your loss, Julie. You and your family are in my thoughts during this difficult time. ((hugs))

Michele said...

I am so sorry for your loss of Cindy. I can't imagine how hard the seats few weeks were for you and your parents. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Bless you Julie for all you did for her.

Debsdailylife said...

Hugs and prayers!! You are an amazing sister and daughter!! Celebrate her life!! Make time to grieve!! Im here to talk!!

Christine said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Suzanne said...

I am so sorry. I'm keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. "hugs"

Jo said...

Thinking of you, friend. So sorry for your loss. Hugs to you.

Diane, Fit to the Finish said...

I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. Hugs and prayers.

gracies tough journey said...

I am so so sorry for your loss. You were there for me during my time of need. I wish I could be there for you. I am sending hugs and prayers for peace to you and your family dearest Julie. Gracie

Mandy said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a sister is something none of us should ever have to do. You and yours are in my thoughts.

Baby Sister said...

Oh Julie I am so sorry!! I couldn't stop the tears as I read this. I'm glad your sister will be with loved ones and won't be in pain anymore, but I am so sorry for your family. And I'm sorry I was late in reading this. I will keep you all in my prayers. *hugs*

Jill said...

Julie,
I am so very sorry to hear this. My heart, thoughts and prayers go out to you. Sending you a big warm hug. She is watching over you each day and is pain free....in Gods hands the best place to be. I know how hard this is, Jerry still struggles w ith the loss of his brother and its been 3 years. I miss him too. It takes time, allow yourself plenty to heal and grieve. Praying for you and your family.

Blessings,
Jill

E. Jane said...

Oh my goodness, Julie. I just read this post (have been gone a lot), and I am so sorry for your loss. Bless you and your family at this time. You were such a good sister to her. Take care, my friend.

Flying high in the sky.... said...

words fail me.....sorry for your loss...prayers... sorry...

Of One Heart said...

I'm reading this today by chance because I decided to check on my blog. I am so sorry I wasn't around to give you a hug, Julie. I bet Cindy loves you back just as much and will love you all through the Christmas cheer more than ever this year. Stay close all of you.

xx